Filthy // Gorgeous

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 15:53:11 GMT

Now it would seem that as I grow older I become more bitter....
So many things make me angry now, and I swear I didn't give 2 shits about this sort of stuff when I was 16.
Here's just a few things that infuriate me:
*All media (magazines, tv, movies etc.) displaying (and promoting) an unrealistic body image. It's really a shame young girls consider this 'normal'. Thankyou media for the mass increase in eating disorders/depressed teens!
*Friends (at least the ones I have here. Can I even call them friends now?)
*Grown adults babying other adults. Hello independence???? where are you??? *echo*
*The fact that 90% of all products are now made in china. Yeah... lets all make asia rich. I'm sure that's great for the future generations!!!
*Most of the people on the 30 Seconds To Mars boards. I just don't get why they feel the need to downright insult people for asking a harmless question. What ever happened to 'if you don't have anything nice to say don't say it!'? Some of them really need to grow up I swear.

Now you, my friends, know that NOTHING here relates to you (because you know I love you!) and is just a random vent.
Anyway, I feel better now! How about you?

Xox

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 08:47:32 GMT

So there's no way to start this....

All my plans for the next few months have blown up in my face. We got horrible news today...
For those of you who know, my grandma has been in hospital for about a week now. After running many tests they've basically discovered she is riddled with cancer and there is nothing they can do. She has it everywhere.. Im not sure what to think.. I cant imagine life without her. My family means absolutely everything to me and to have this happen has just.... I cant explain it :(
Mum asked the doctor for a time frame... he didnt want to give it, but said 6 months based on the infomation they have at the moment. She will be going for sugery as soon as she is able (she is very fragile at the moment...) so they can look more into the swollen lymph glands(?) all over her body, although since the cancer has spread everything there is nothing they can really do.
I can't type anymore.. i need to wipe my eyes

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 00:43:14 GMT

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 12:18:56 GMT

OH MY FREAKING GOD!!!
So I got my very first spray tan today... As if it wasn't embarrassing enough standing starkers (well.. almost) in front of some random woman only to come out looking like a fresh tandoori!!!!! I kid you not!
Oh god oh god, I can not stand to go out until it fades (i've already had 2 showers in 2 hours). I went out after the first one just to the supermarket and I swear people were staring and thinking 'oh dear!! fake tan DISASTER!'
I just may post a picture shortly to show my dear friends how bad it truly is... but until then this is the end.

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 13:11:59 GMT

I had a horrible night last night, didn't sleep much at all... It was way too hot and I felt pretty yucky (mild stomach flu maybe?) so I had about 2 hours sleep before my interview! I got up around 10:40 and made myself some breaky. I forced myself to eat even though I felt like puking because I knew if I didn't my brain would turn to mush whilst I was being interviewed! :P
Anyway, got there 15 minutes early and after waiting for a bit met my interviewer. She was a really nice lady and basically went through EVERYTHING about the job with me, did a attention to detail test (which I worried about I admit... was damn easy though :P) and a 'fitness' check. Lol! After about an hour and thirty minutes I got told I got the job! Yay! I'm starting next wednesday after returning from a few days in Queensland.
The only thing that really really sucks right now is that I was told today that the position I would be given is a contract till july, and therefore I dont think I can go to Detroit :( I'm really disappointed as I was looking forward to it like no-one else can imagine. Ack. Going to have to tell my girls now and that is going to suck BIG TIME. Grrrrrrrrrr.....
I need money to go, and to get money is to not go. Damn damn damn dammit!!!!
Somehow i'm still hoping they could possibly give me a week or so off.... Is that even possible on a contract job. Someone tell me!

Until the next time...
xox

Hiii

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 11:22:32 GMT

Wow I haven't been on here in ages! I just checked what all my friends have been up to (which until today was only Jenn! hehe <3) and I stole this funny thing (yes I AM aware it's february!) off her:

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In March I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). In October I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). In April I put gum in sashibeak's hair (-12 points). In May I bought porn for maybe_to_me (10 points). Last Saturday I pushed forzaforza in the mud (-17 points).

Overall, I've been nice (1 points). For Christmas I deserve a new bike!

Sincerely,
lorbs

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 03:59:38 GMT

Okay yay, finally it looks kinda decent!
Hmmm. What to write about? I'll update you on my life, here goes...
So dad came home on saturday, everything has been going quite smoothly since. It's good to have him back, but
I must say I didn't miss him as much as I thought I would, I just wish he didnt leave all the crap that he did for mum and I to sort out, but oh well, thats over, enough dwelling :P
I finally found my perfect lipstick!! I'm so excited, it has taken me months (lol!) because everything looks crazy on my lips. Stupid big fish lips! I'm going to go get it on the weekend at this cheap make-up store I found the other day, it rocks so much!
I seriously dont know how to keep a journal... all my enteries are so boring :( I can't even be bothered to read them. I assume it's to do with how boring my life is ;) Go me!
I will write more when I have something to talk about :P

P.S. JENN FEEL BETTER <3